Xdela genap setahun kan, tp leh kata plus minus, da setahun da hari tuh berlalu, hari ak mengambil result SPM.
Waaahhh~~sangat x sedar boleh x. Pejam celik da setahun lebih ak tinggalkan sekolah. Satu tempat yang sangat best bg aku.
Ak sangat epy ari itu, sbb dapat jumpa rakan2 yg ku rindui.
Result? Mestila takot.huhu.
Slip kat tangan. 7A1, 1A2, 2B3.
Speechless. Agak kecewa, tp ak bersyukur~
Mama sedey. Nampak mama agak kecewa. Bertambah kecewa bila kawan2 ak yg len sume dapat far more better than me. Straight A, straight A1.
Aku? Lebih kecewa dari mama. Bila gather ngn rakan2 tercinta yang len, dorg was better. I felt kind of isolated that time. Sume rakan2 senyawa ak, ak rasa kite berbeza. Ketika itu.
And I was extremely sad on the way back to my home.
Laying hopelessly at the back of the van Toyota with face that tells others 'Don't disturb me', texting Bob, that didn't take his result yet at that day, because of the problem of ticket watsoever.
And I was crying. crying. And crying.
Nur Hafizah Khusni is not someone who will easily drop her tears only for a result!
But that day she did.
For 3 days, ak berkabung. Bersedey atas result ak.
Tapi skrg! Ak berada di AAJ, UM. Course that i have been longing since I was a child.
The thing that I want.
Walaupun ak sangat sengsara but I do believe I can survive until da last!
Yeah pjachan! Saigo made dekiruyo!
So my conclusion is. Result SPM bukan segalanya.
Bak kata hosni's lecturer "Result SPM is just like a cinema's ticket. Once you enter the cinema, you can tear it,"
Banyak lagi bnda kat depan kita, we just don't discover it. Yet.
But at that time, for a 17-year old girl, that was very important.
She's now have discover soooooo many things.
And she's trying so hard to make her life as beautiful as she can from now on.
Be positive! =)
ラベル: memories
